Dear Internet, it’s me Kristina, I’ve been missing you…
Here I am, heartbroken again, trying to figure out what happened… but I will never know…
I think of all the boys I’ve loved before.
I think of all the men I’ve loved before.
JT was the boy I held onto for too long.
AT was the boy I loved first but we were too young for such a thing.
TA was the rebound that didn’t happen.
TG was the man I spent most of my life with, but didn’t really know.
SM was the rebound that wanted too much.
MS, JR and CJ were flings and nothing more.
MT was the man who never was, despite always wanting to be.
LN was the odd man out.
AC was the man I wanted to be the one.
And LG was the one, but he didn’t want to be.
Part of me wants to curl up inside myself and not try again.
Do I let that part win…?
I don’t know yet.
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